This morning I am having an hour to take stock before my driving lesson. It took me a while to wake up this morning, after speaking to one of my best friends El about her pregnancy and birth before sleeping, I dreamt of giving birth in water to twins! In my dream is was all very heightened,beautiful and idealistic. I had to remind myself that that the reality is a lot tougher! I've got 2 baby blessings of close friends this week, and two that I'm helping to organise so I'll put that at the core!
I've just returned from visiting my Nana in hospital. So my subconscious is contemplating the mysterious journey of birth and death. It was lovely for my Mum and I to have some quality time to catch up on the journeys and very right and mind easing to have the opportunity to visit. I felt like we helped to lift and lighten spirits. After my Nana Ivy's quick decline, there was a real sense of panic before seeing my Nana, but I was comforted to find her completely herself and wanting to know the in's and out's of how everything came about with Jack. I love the questions asked by loved ones to investigate the worthiness of a potential partner. My Nana's hope that this will be the right person, and that God has answered her prayer for me to have met the right person. It makes me realise where I have come from. Relationships have always been up there as one of my favourite subjects to muse, wonder and master.
My sister, Paul and the kids were up too, on route to centre parks. We had a lovely, drunken night with my Dad. Joseph and Izzy were so excited. I tried setting them off on runs to burn off some of there excess excitement but to no avail!
We played the drinking game with my Dad and Max when we got home. My Dad reminds me of Charlotte and I in his over eagerness. Ha! We had no chance but to be blunt and loud!
This week is the last of the summer holidays! Time to get the house spick and span and get plenty of singing in at the allotment before work starts up!
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