Birds and buses and rivers

I've got pre party anxiety, for my party by the river tomorrow, quite mild, (like is anyone going to come, am I doing the right thing having a party kind of nerves) but they got raised higher this morning by trying to find the destination on Google maps, not my strong point. I think that's why we have men, so they can be our compass.

I was suppose to have an interview for an agency this morning, but got cancelled due to some random vandalism, so have kept myself busy with spring cleaning my space. I so want to be working, its hard to keep being positive about the scenario, but I know it will shift and change, just putting my heart into applying for September, looking for jobs and joining a couple more agencies. It always feels better when I go walking, listen to the birds or play music, so having a sing to Laura Marling, she has such a beautiful voice.

It will be lovely to get people together tomorrow, once I'm there I can just relax and enjoy. -Please shine sunshine! We can always have a big fire to burn away our worries.

Think I'm going to wear my spectacular false eyelashes from Miss Beattie and my Mum's sequin boob tube, its the woods ,but hey, I don't have many big party's.

So now I'm off out on wander to get a parcel I missed and go to the Turkish baths for Jeanette's birthday, super hot, so will probably chill me out!

Stu is making his big beautiful blue bus more beautiful, he's been planning it for so long that he's happy creating it, and has even taken on my requests for more shelves! His plan is to sell it, but enjoy it this summer, I think he may get more attached to its fabulousness, so hopefully if I can get some work, any work will do, we shall go on an adventure to Shambala at the end of August. :)