Walking home

I just woke up from an undisturbed 8 and a half hours sleep, feel like a renewed woman! So I thought I'd multi task and have my favourite breakfast at the moment, tea and marmite on toast in bed whilst writing this.

Last night I went to my old (and very close to my heart) house 130 for a devotional Paddy was having. I was met by a hugely warm welcome as there were friends there from Earthing the Spirit. (Best festival in Northumberland)

Vanessa and I went upstairs to my old beautiful room to say hello to Mike and I got a gorgeous gift from Mike's adventures, a silk Indian scarf, beautiful rich red, turquoise and orange.. I was glad of it, the days are so sun filled and in contrast the nights are unexpectedly cold. Then we went to the lounge and played beautiful music, the room surged and we sung. It was possibly the most needed devotional I have ever attended. Singing is such a release and singing with beautiful people creates this resonating sense of joy. Amazing. My favourite song was 'walking home.' Everyone sung for that one, when we sang 'give up your sorrow, give up your pain' The power of everyone singing this from the heart was dare I say close to a revelation. I don't believe for that moment there was an ounce of pain felt by anyone embraced in that room.

At the beginning of the week I felt frustrated by my job/lack of work scenario and did some North American animal cards (a gift I bought for Clara) I did a farther sky Mother earth spread. 2 cards chosen by different hands to represent the different aspects needed. My male energy, right handed card was Moose- Self esteem and bellowing joy, so all about celebration of where you have got to. Hard to feel when work isn't happening, but I felt a sense of bellowing joy last night. Also being really active is helping, I know if I continue being focused and pushing out as many applications as possible each week. It will happen.

My feminine energy card, intuitive, emotional aspect was rabbit- fear. So I have been much more open with myself about what I'm afraid of and its certainly allowing it much less hold.

Things are shifting in a positive light with Stu. He got an essay off his back and the sense of relief was huge. There is also a real fire and passion being ignited in his beliefs about how the worlds power and fossil fuels are running out. The nuclear explosion in Japan and how the impact of that could effect us long term and all this is driving a passion in his joint business ventures with 'Gen Flux' I am relieved to be honest. :) On to the teaching applications of the day, the last of this weeks lot.